HE called me last night, with a chirppy voice, a smile in his voice. I too was very delighted to receive his call, to talk to him.However, the liveliness and happiness in us was short-lived. Very short-lived.He meant to only play around with me, by repeating the same sentence over and over again. Just to irritate me.However, I guess due to PMS, my emtions got the better of me. I did got irritated. And it was real irritated.I let him repeat till I could not take it any longer. I warned him to stop it. He did not. I said I will hang the phone up on him. He still continued what he was doing. In the end, I really did it.Wait for a few minutes, he did not call back. Called him on his handphone. He did not pick up. I got real fed-up. Messaged him, telling him that if he do not pick up my call, I will call the hotel to find him. No reply. I really did. He never liked me to do that, I know. I guess God was testing us. His handphone was not with him then.Had a fierce argument. He saw the mean side of me, for the first time, last night. I really did not mean to say what I said. Although it has been in my mind all the while, but I doubt I will really do it. Will I have the capability to do it??? But like I mentioned, I could not control myself then.We did cool down in the end, and off I went to bed. But it was only around 3.30am that I managed to fall asleep.Woke up at 6.30am to get ready to go to work. Got 2 missed calls from him. I thought all was really well then. THOUGHT...He brought up what we argued about last night. I got irritated once again and began to raise my voice at him.In the end, he did call to apologise. I cooled myself down as well. All seems fine now. SEEMS... And I know, it will not last for long...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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